Living from the Field

I used to think my job was to act — to keep things moving, to be the one steering the ship.
But I’m starting to feel what it’s like to be moved by something larger — the deeper current of intelligence that lives beneath the surface.

In a session this week, an image appeared for my client: calm dark water. At first, it seemed subtle, almost easy to dismiss. But when she entered it, she said, “This is so powerful.”

Yes. Fierce power.
And also intensely loving.
It wasn’t a power that pushed or demanded—it was the kind that fiercely protects what’s sacred. Protective of my time, my energy, my life’s work. Like a mother guarding what’s still forming, it would hold me steady and move me only when it’s truly time.

That image has been working on me ever since.

A beautiful invitation to stop the push, the live from resonance instead of reaction.

Control wears two faces.
One pushes forward by will; the other holds back by will.
Both keep me managing life from the surface.
But the Field moves differently — it rises when the time is ripe, even if my mind hasn’t caught up.

When I’m in resonance with the Field, action rises naturally. It doesn’t come from pressure or fear—it comes from the same quiet strength as that dark water: calm, clear, unstoppable.

And sometimes I move before I feel ready, and that used to scare me. But I’m recognizing that impulse as the Field itself moving me.

And when I slip back into trying to manage, control, or feel like I need full clarity before I act, I can feel the difference immediately. The energy gets thin. Forced. My mind starts running ahead of the field.

So I keep coming back — back to the deeper current, back to trust. To be with the field rather than using it.

Because in that still, dark water, I don’t have to push. Life moves through me exactly as it needs to. And that’s where the real work — and the real peace — begins.