why I burned out this spring—and what’s quietly emerging now ✨

This spring, I entered a period of withdrawal, reckoning, and renewal. After 30 years, I was burned out and disillusioned. I needed to find my way back to myself.

I dropped everything except long-time clients and turned my energy to physically creating a sanctuary on my land in Mt Shasta. It was such a relief to get dirty… some days I literally crawled through dirt pushing boulders. 🪨🌲

I had always thought that if I could just find the right words, the right funnel, the right message… the world would finally understand what I offer.

But what I carry doesn’t sell itself in 3 easy steps or a soundbite. And unfortunately, it doesn’t scale.

Because it’s not content. It’s not even a method. It’s Mystery. Depth. Another Way.

It asks people to shift into a different state. To feel. To enter a space beyond language where real transformation happens.

But the world isn’t wired for that. I couldn’t keep trying to translate something sacred into a system that can’t receive it.

For a while, I thought the only solution was to retreat—to accept that there are two separate worlds that can’t intertwine: the world of depth and vision…and the world of loud, circus noise. (Circus was the image that showed up with a client this week. Strangely perfect.)

But now, I’m beginning to sense a third way.

We can create portals in this world. Mystery Schools. 🏰

And that’s what I’m doing. If you’re interested in my Mystery School, feel free to message me. It’s not quite ready yet, but the seeds are in the ground. (Literally, lol).

My work isn’t for everyone. It’s not for the masses. It’s for those who already feel the hum beneath the noise and know something deep is trying to come through them.

On that note, I invite you to listen to my recent interview with Kelly Carlin-McCall, M.A. on her podcast, Humans on the Verge.
We talked about the deep, visionary intelligence that lies beneath the surface.

Hope you enjoy it.

With care and deep thanks for walking this path with me, Kim

P.S. If you feel the hum beneath the noise—if something deep is stirring in you—I hope you’ll stay close. The Mystery School is forming. And if you know someone who’s also been walking through burnout, disillusionment, or deep creative reckoning, feel free to forward this. Sometimes, just knowing we’re not alone can shift everything. 🔥